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Then die! that she
The common fate of all things rare
May read in thee;
How small a part of time they share
That art so wondrous sweet and fair.
Lucien smiled softly. That had always been one of his favourite poems. It seemed very like Riona as well, so sweet and fair, yet shy, unaffected, almost as though she were unconscious of her beauty.
He placed the marker in the book. After checking Riona’s temperature and her pulse, and satisfying himself that she was not really ill, merely tired from the long bumpy journey on the icy roads, he went downstairs to order some hot vegetable soup with their dinner. Then he went down the road to post his letters in the now falling snow.
When Lucien returned to his room he wrote further missives to the papers about all he had seen the previous day, and determined that if Riona were at all up to it the next day, they should look at one or two more workhouses, stop at Ardee for the night, and reach Dublin on Friday.
Lucien tapped on Riona’s door at about half past eight, and saw she was up and looking much refreshed. She had changed into the warm green woollen dress he had just purchased for her, and was standing before the fire trying to redo her hair.
"It’s no matter, my dear, since we are dining up here," he laughed, watching her struggle to unknot the thick tresses. "Here sit in the chair and I’ll do it for you while we wait for the meal to come up."
Lucien took the brush out of her hands, and soon worked the tangles out and brushed her hair with long, lingering strokes. Then he applied the hair lotion, and deftly twisted her tresses into a long rope which he threw over her shoulder, with Riona reciting her bones all the while.
Soon the servant arrived with the meal, and set the trolley before her. Once they reviewed the bones in the hands, they went on to muscles and tendons.
Lucien was astonished at how rapidly she picked up the information, and how utterly lacking in squeamishness she was as she ate her soup heartily. She was so eager to learn that she even asked him about the functions of the liver and kidneys.
Lucien stifled a smile of amusement and answered her seriously, and again it was nearly midnight before they finally realized the time and broke off their discussion at last, albeit reluctantly.
"I’ll just roll the tray outside, and then head off to bed," Lucien said as he rose from the chair and stretched like a cat.
"Are you sure you wouldn’t like one more cup of coffee?" Riona asked, indicating the pot warming on a small brazier.
"All right then, but just one. I’m sure you're still tired. And make sure you dress warmly in the morning."
"We’re heading on then?"
He nodded. "But only if you’re sure you are up to it."
"I’m fine, really," Riona hastened to reassure him.
"Very well then, off we go tomorrow, but if you don’t mind we’ll start out earlier this time. I want to see a few more workhouses on the way down, and the landlord has told me of several on our route."
Riona nodded as she took a last sip of her coffee and rose to see him to the door.
"I’ll rap on your door at nine, and if I catch you still in your dressing gown tomorrow, I shall put you down as a slug-a-bed," he joked, stooping to kiss her on the cheek.
A touch of devilment in Riona caused her to turn her head slightly, and the kiss landed full on her lips.
Lucien stood bolt upright at the contact, astonished, and then with a last confused look and pat on her shoulder, disappeared.
Riona thoughtfully pressed her fingers to her lips, savouring the sensation she had experienced just a moment before, and in the coach that afternoon when he had kissed her when he had assumed her to be asleep.
Riona popped her head out of her door and saw a servant passing, so she asked the girl to leave a message for her to be roused early, and then got ready for bed.
She was eagerly looking forward to another day with Lucien. Really he was the most remarkable man, she thought with a sigh, as she lay down and blew out her candle.
New employer he might be, but what a remarkable friend and comrade he was turning out to be as well. Perhaps even lover one day….
Chapter Eight
Riona and Lucien managed their early start the next morning, for Riona had given instructions to one of the maids before she went to bed to make sure that she was awakened at half past eight.
When Lucien arrived at her door at nine, he was surprised and not a little disappointed to see that she was not, after all, clad only in her dressing gown, but was bedecked in the black-watch tartan dress, and had her shawl and cloak and gloves laid out ready on the bed.
After breakfasting quickly, they got under way. Riona made no demur as Lucien took them through six workhouses that day, each more appalling than the next.
He led her by the arm through courtyards swimming with filth and ordure, and through so-called infirmaries where the patients had every disease imaginable, from typhus to relapsing fever, to famine dropsy, and the flux.
"The dropsy is usually the last sign of starvation before they die," Riona informed an astonished Lucien, who had not seen such cases before.
"In some cases they swell so much they actually burst through their clothes, and death follows shortly after. Whether it is yet another type of fever or not, I'm really not sure."
"And the flux? I’ve never seen so many cases in my life!" Lucien exclaimed.
"I must admit I am not sure about that either. I think part of it has to do with people eating poorly cooked vegetables. Certainly my family and I suffered when we tried to eat seaweed, and some of the Indian meal the shops were selling in place of oatmeal or flour for bread," Riona admitted candidly, though she avoided his eye. "But some of the families in the town all came down with it, so I think that it might be passed from one to another."
"How can you tell the difference between them, then, to know which is fatal?"
Riona thought for a moment before replying. "I’ve seen many such cases from people eating all sort so things, such as rotten cabbage leaves. But the second kind we call the bloody flux, where they pass blood, and their discomfort is extreme," Riona informed him as she stared at the human waste floating down a sewer into the open stream beside the workhouse, but could see no sign of any blood.
"All the same," Riona said with a grimace, pointing, "I’ll bet you anything they get their water for cooking and cleaning from that stream."
Lucien nodded, and went in to speak to the official running the workhouse about the number of deaths they had had recently, and his observations.
They continued to discuss what they had seen as they moved to the sixth and final workhouse on their route, run by a group of charitable Quakers.
This institution, unlike the others, was model of cleanliness, and Riona and Lucien marvelled at the fact that, though thin, a remarkable number of the inmates actually looked reasonably well.
Riona observed to Lucien in a low voice that all the women had had their heads shorn, and while clothed in simple dresses which strongly resembled sacks, they were extremely clean.
The men too were in canvas shirts and trousers, and all were working at sewing, carpentry, or tending to the various indoor chores, cooking, scrubbing, and cleaning.
"They were hopping with lice when they stood outside the door, so the first thing we did was burn their clothes and shave their heads, and scrub them from top to toe," the matron explained as she gave them a tour.
"We have them wash regularly, themselves and their clothes, and the place is kept clean at all times. After all, cleanliness is next to godliness."
"And have you had any serious cases of fever recently?" Lucien asked.
"They are in the infirmary, but most of them have got better," he was informed.
"And to what do you attribute your success, when so many other workhouses have hundreds of ill and dying?"
"Well. Miss, everyone takes turns nursing, and we keep our arms and hands covered, an
d our noses as well. It is said that the potato blight passed through the air. Perhaps the black fever is the human equivalent of the potato blight, and it causes the weak and elderly to succumb?" the woman speculated with a shrug.
"I’m a doctor from Dublin. May I just talk with you a little more about your work here?" Lucien asked, enthusiastically jotting down notes in his pocketbook regarding all he had seen.
Riona listened avidly as well, and hoped she would get a chance to institute some of the woman’s regimens once she reached Dublin and got to help Lucien in his clinic.
Once they reached Ardee, Lucien and Riona were both frozen to the core, but by no means as despondent as they had been two nights previously. They had seen both the best and worst of the workhouses. Turning the one into the other was the challenge which they would be faced with, or at least Lucien would be, for he still had other plans for Riona.
Once they had scrubbed themselves from top to bottom and applied their lice lotion, and prayed they had rid themselves once and for all of any lingering miasma from the workhouses, they sat down at the tea table by the fire in the sitting room of the George Inn and discussed what they had seen.
Lucien wrote up his observations, and all Riona had told him of her experiences in Dunfanaghy, and submitted it to the newspapers under her name, using the initials R. A. Connolly.
"What does the A stand for?" Lucien asked casually,
"Alanna, my mother’s name," Riona said with a wan smile.
"I’m sorry."
"Don’t be, I don’t mind talking about her now as much as I did when she first died. But you know, I’m beginning to believe that perhaps the religious are right, that the Potato Famine is a huge scourge upon Ireland, to test our ability to survive. Some will live, and hopefully be stronger, while others must be sacrificed."
His brows knit. "I must say, Riona that seems a very pessimistic view."
Riona shook her head, trying to rid herself of her gloomy thoughts. "I’m sorry, Lucien, it’s just that I survived when so many in my family succumbed. Then the boys got washed out to sea, and Emer died in childbirth.
"I know I should feel lucky to still be alive, but the truth is that I don’t. All I can do is worry about the ones I’ve left behind in Donegal, and pray no more of my family are taken. I must also hope that I myself don’t fall ill, for what will happen to all of them if I should die?"
Lucien rose and put one arm around her comfortingly. "Nothing will happen to you, I promise. I’m here now, and no matter what you decide, or whether you find your father, I will look after you. If, once you find him, you want to go home to Donegal, I will understand. But if you don’t find him, perhaps you would be wiser trying to bring your family here, so you can keep them all together. I am sure I shall be able to find them some work."
"But what if Michael comes back from wherever he wandered, and finds us all gone?" Riona sighed, patting the hand which rested on shoulder gently.
"No, really, Lucien, you've done enough for me already without having to worry about the rest of my family. I’m just feeling a bit sad after seeing all those horrors today."
"I shouldn’t have brought you," Lucien said angrily, thumping himself on the head with an impatient gesture. "What was I thinking!"
Riona took his hand then. "Don’t be silly, I’m glad you brought me. I’ve told you, I don’t want to be protected from unpleasant things. I want to help. Please, don’t let’s argue about this again."
"We never argue," Lucien said with a small smile, giving in to her.
"My siblings would tell you a very different story about me, I'm sure," Riona laughed.
They finished their meal quietly, oblivious to the stares of the two other diners in the small parlour.
Lucien went to his room to write up a neat copy of his notes, while Riona busied herself with organising their dirty clothes to be washed, and reading some of the books he had given her.
But her mind frequently wandered off to imagine what Lucien’s house in Dublin would be like, and she admitted to herself it would be nice to have a place she could consider home, for at least a short time anyway.
Chapter Nine
"Are you ready for dinner, Riona?" she heard Lucien’s voice call several hours later.
She hastily hid the fever book in amongst the pile of poetry and short stories Lucien had given her. Adjusting her hair in the mirror, Riona threw a shawl over her shoulders, and met Lucien out on the landing.
He escorted her down to dinner, and made her sit with her back to the fire, where they once again went through her medical tests, with Lucien coaching and encouraging, and Riona laughing over her own small slips.
Then she admitted she had been reading the fever book, and they once again went over what they had seen together that day.
The kindly elderly couple who had observed them at tea time were unable to hear their conversation, but nudged each other and smiled. When they observed the young couple were finishing their meal and waiting for the coffee, the elderly gentleman rose from his seat.
"I hope you don’t mind an old man’s presumption, but might my wife and I join you for coffee?"
Lucien raised his eyebrows, but with a quick look at Riona to see that she didn’t mind, he moved two chairs over to the fire, flanking Riona on either side, and escorted the woman towards one.
"I hope I haven’t been monopolising the fire all night," Riona apologised. "You should have said."
"Not at all my dear, and besides, we didn’t want to disturb a couple so obviously in love." The old man beamed. "I may be old and grey now, my child, but the wife and I remember what it was like to be young once. I must say, there is nothing like a happy marriage, when the two partners have so much to talk about as you two obviously do."
Riona blushed to the roots of her hair and avoided Lucien’s piercing golden gaze. But the husband and wife, oblivious to her discomfort, began to introduce themselves as Francis and Millicent Crozier, of Dublin, and chatted amiably about their journey from Donegal.
"We’ve just come from there ourselves," Lucien remarked with a small smile. He didn’t trouble to correct them over their error, merely introduced Riona and shook Mr. and Mrs. Crozier’s hands.
Riona listened silently, wondering why everyone mistook them for a married couple. Perhaps it was just the fact that they were a man and woman travelling together. Or was there something more that people had noticed burgeoning between them?
Don’t be silly, it’s just that you have a lot in common, many things to discuss, that’s all, Riona scolded herself. Besides, they had no way of knowing I was getting yet another anatomy lesson, she thought with a small smile.
Lucien joined in the elderly couple’s lively conversation every so often in his own quiet way, was perfectly polite, and did his best to make them feel at ease at the table.
Riona for her part said little, for she was interested to watch Lucien deal with members of his own class. It was really no different from the way he treated her, she was happy to observe.
Once again, Riona started to have some misgivings about moving into Lucien’s house when they got to Dublin the next day. After all, wouldn’t the servants gossip, or jump to the same wrong conclusion the way these kind old people had?
She poured out the coffee mechanically when it came, and Mrs. Crozier, noticing her quiet demeanour, began to try to draw her out concerning books and poetry.
Here of course Riona could demonstrate her knowledge without seeming too unusual, and so the rest of the evening was spent in a lively conversation about the Romantic poets, with a few jolly rounds of anagrams to finish off the evening.
Mr. and Mrs. Crozier then rose. "Thank you for allowing us to join you, and blessings on you both, my dears. Perhaps we shall meet in town sometime, though admittedly we don’t go out very much now that I’ve retired."
"That would be very nice," Lucien said with obvious enthusiasm, and then gave a small wave as they left the room.
"I hope you
weren’t too bored," Lucien apologised after they had left. "You were very quiet."
"I didn’t want to say anything to embarrass you, that’s all. But no, they were a great deal of fun, really. But then so is doing a bone test with you."
"Well, it’s the first time a conversation about the bloody flux has ever been rated as a sign of my having a lively, sociable disposition," Lucien laughed.
Riona giggled as well, and after a last sip of their coffee, they blew out the candles and lamps in the dining room, and mounted the stairs.
"Shall we get an early start tomorrow, Dr. Woulfe? I’m sure you must be anxious to get home."